Enough of that, its too boring being a self pitying mess.
I was reading the comments on my lovely friends suze's poem Bread.

(check it out subordinate.deviantart.com)

It's a masterpeice it truely is and one of the comment made me think. I can't remeber it exactly but they were saying how its wonderful that got only it is brilliant but its not sad. They have a very good point. It's so easy to pen your emotions onto paper when you are upset and create a medioca poem but real art lies in being able to create art from anything; in suze case bread.

So even though its therapeutic and all I gonna stop writing my poems on how crap I feel, what is the point? and concentrate on other things, the better side of life and stop wallowing in this misery and then maybe I wil create something which is actually art.